didnt went for banding today 'cuz i had my interview at TP around 3.15.. ma fetched me & bro afta skool. pa worked half-day for todae. went back to bathe.
i need to wait quite long.. i think i'm the only one with alot of stuffs to carry sey. haha so paisey. got 1 small, 1 medium & 1 large portfolios to carry around. like ding dong la.. so got this moment, i was alone in the waiting room. so i started singing.... and talking to myself...
i was like hah?? when i walked into this room of 4 adults.. ish! feeling kinda uncomfortable.. was stuttering abit there, but still, i maintain my cool. cheyy. haha. but along the way i tout i was feeling confident [chey, macam paham]. den when im done i leave the room. den this woman, who had been assisting me everywhere, went inside. so i waited for her. 'cuz not knowing where to go, i scared i lost mah.[she guide me thru doors dat can assist only by staffs] den i wait. and wait. after around 3 minutes i cannot tahan so i went to knock the door. and i said "i dont know the way out.." and they those 5 adults burst into laughter. oh man. i think i just make a fool of myself back there.
oh yar!! den i saw hydil! kekeke. he's the one who approached me. see la, everywhere i go i cant see ppl one, dunnoe why. den went to drink teh-o & eat curry puff.
afta dat.
went to ikea with my 2 eh no! 3! little cousins! my new baby cousin is asyraf.. omg he got dimples when he smile! cute la... haha. ok, so have any of u seen a 16-year-old & a 6-year-old running around, chasing & playing 'hide & seek' like nobody's business? haha. yeah i've seen it. kekeke. i had fun ok!
had 'mister potato' for my dinner. i was crunching on it the whole way back home. crunch crunch crunch.
hey you know what? i'm fed up with all this.. and i'm very pissed off by ur behavior. everyone been talkin', and i simply cant keep quiet. this aint a small matter, 'cuz you're my friend. if u are what u said, why cant u change? i can shield u no more, cuz the truth is spreadin. so i plead, plead to u, to stop all these. not everybody is perfect. u noe dat. u can be mad at me for saying this. but i said all these because i care for u. if i dont, i wont bother stressing bout this. i cud juz leave this matter alone. alone for u to take care of it on ur own. i feel u, but u dont have to go this far. how long are u going to go this way. if this is the way u want, u can never get satisfied. i'm tellin u now. but now u muz be thinkin nobody can feel u. and saying stuf like we dont know you yet. but if that's how u think i am, then i can say no more, cuz all i wanted to do is to help. and all u need is to ask.
